It’s reached that point in time in which I want to post everything that comes into my head without any background whatsoever. This used to happen at 4am after a long day, but everything feels like 4am after a long day to me anymore. It sort of feels like I’d expect getting drunk and losing ones inhibitions to feel like, except I’m a bit more aware of the situation, and it only applies to control over my thoughts. Less control I have, the more my thoughts pop up, just escalating the situation.
I am spiraling right now…I really need some sleep, I just can’t seem to get any. Anytime I lay down, every question, every situation, mannerism, emotion, desire I currently have start taking control.
If anyone thinks they might be able to take my mind off things for a bit it would be much appreciated.
